Life’s tough isn’t it? Well, it certainly has its moments….I just got a message this morning that the job that I desperately wanted and was promised to get is to be given to someone else because administration wants somebody else. I feel sad but I’m not mad about it or anything. It’s just depressing when life throws you a curveball and you don’t know how to catch it. I am at the moment exploring other options but it’s hard when you feel tied down. Having somebody else to consider when making important life-changing decisions is more than difficult. It’s frustrating in the least. Oh well. I’ll figure it out. If I am speaking cryptically well you’ll have to know me to understand.
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I saw the season finale of The Amazing Race and was glad that Uchenna and Joyce won! My family and I were screaming near the end of the episode. It was hilarious! Hehehe That was exciting-biting-your-nails stuff there! I hope you all saw it.
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And to my most important announcement: I have gained weight. Sigh. Been making plans to lose it, but planning and actually doing are 2 very different things unfortunately. Hehehe it’s weird with me though coz if I don’t take losing weight too seriously I end up losing it anyway. If I obsess about it, I gain even more. It’s funny. It’s hard to lose weight when you really have no motivation. The love of my life and I were talking about the weight that we gained and we just laugh. How the hell am I supposed to lose weight when he says, “You know honey, it doesn’t matter to me that you’ve gained weight. I still love you.” And then gives you a big hug. Yeah it’s sweet. And then the next minute he torments me about my thighs! Arrgh that man!