Just when I was getting used to the idea of a full-time job and law school, just when I’ve scouted out possible job prospects, written my resume and letter, prepared my picture, photocopied my transcript….my mom calls and tells me they’re paying for law school after all. mwahahaha! i feel like hitting my head against the wall! I don’t know whether I’m supposed to laugh or cry. The Powers That Be are playing a big joke on me and it is SO not funny. arrgh! I’m relieved that things are going to be okay now but also worried that another meltdown with my parents will result into another financial crisis. What to do, what to do? This is driving me insane ladies and gentlemen. I personally am not flaky at all. The circumstances in my life are changing faster than I can say ourpresidentisabloodyidiot. And I can’t do anything about it! Sigh*
On happier things, I turn 22 today. A year older, hopefully wiser, more mature, one year nearer to my death. Freud said so! “The goal of life is death”, he said. Ok, I’ll stop being morbid now. Had a great time at lunch. Enjoyed my “party” with John’s family and co-workers. I think of them more as friends actually. Got some free stuff so that’s good. hehehe Will have dinner later with my family here, grandparents, aunts, cousins. All extended I know. I’m sure my parents and sisters wish me a Happy Bday, too. I miss them truth be told. It’s wacky I know, but I do. Especially my sisters. I really hope I get a better year this year.