Kickazzbitch

I’m seriously getting tired of posting how sick I am, but what the hell! This blog is a good place to gripe and the empty space reserved for typing out my posts is just tempting. I honestly don’t know what to do about it. Been sick for more than a week now and I’m getting tired of it. Had a relapse last night and ended up curled in bed with a fever. Life sucks! It’s almost Christmas too. *Sigh.

I wonder how my parents in the States are doing. Nothing much is going on in my life except I’m sick and just want to rest at home. *Sigh Typing this at work though.

I’m getting better from asthma. Thank God. I’m doing everything to get better, from tablet meds to bronchodilators, acupressure and backclapping. Really it’s too much but I’m getting better so what the hell. My boss is in Manila so everyone here is more relaxed than usual. hehehe

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It’s Franz’s birthday this Friday. We’re celebrating it Saturday. She’s a good friend of mine and I like her a lot. She’s a lot of fun. Which reminds me, I’ve to get her a gift. Won’t be able to stay out long though. Don’t wanna go into a relapse in my asthma. I know I won’t be much fun but I can’t help it.

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Watched Garcillano get grilled by the Congress this morning. Saw him evade every question regarding the tapes. Trials are so fascinating, aren’t they? So is the using the law to serve your purpose. Sub judice? Is that a legally reasonable excuse? I wonder.

Had a blast in Iloilo yesterday. I really enjoyed shopping and looking around with John. We only had time to go to the SM Malls there but it’s ok. I went there primarily for Watson’s anyway. Hope to go back there soon, stay overnight there this time.

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Went to work without taking my asthma meds today. I ran out. Woke up with asthma unbidden. Feel like I’m drowning. Trying to resist the urge to hyperventilate. Don’t wanna crumple to the floor unconscious all of a sudden. Don’t wanna think about trying to last the whole day like this. My heart beat is normal, but I know my oxygen is running low. My nose is stuffed and my chest feels like I’m carrying a backpack strapped over it.

God, I wish I can make it today.

Going to Iloilo tomorrow… Yippeee!!!!! Hehehe I’m so happy. I had already packed my overnight bag and everything so that I can sleep in Bacolod and leave early tomorrow. I thought I had everything covered until I realized that I left the money ( a couple of thousands!) I’m supposed to spend for Iloilo at home. Fantastic! Now I’ve to get money from the ATM later for tomorrow. Aaargh! You see, I have this philosophy on ATMs. The less frequent I get money, the more money I save. It doesn’t matter how much I have in it. Because based on experience, the frequency matters more than the amount of money I get. And it seems like a hassle having to deposit the money I left at home back in my ATM account right? That means I have to stop myself from spending that money until next payday. Which is the equivalent of stopping House from taking vicodin for a day. It is going to be tough. I’ll let you guys know if I make it. Looks like I’m gonna have to card it tomorrrow. And that is not a good thing.