Kickazzbitch

I’m sure everyone has days when they screw up one thing after another. I’ve never had it go on for weeks though. I’m taking this Managerial Accounting class and for the life of me, it seems more like Chinese. I don’t understand a thing and this teacher that we have isn’t making it any easier. Every meeeting we have is another chance for me to fail this subject and I am so sick and tired and despressed of not knowing shit. I hate it. I hate being incompetent. I need to get good grades and I’m afraid that this subject will disqualify me from getting honors. Why is getting honors so important to me? Because I need to feel that the three years I spent taking my master’s actually mean something. Because anyone can get an MBA but not everyone can graduate with honors. I need to get a 1.5 on this subject and it’s kinda hard when I have absolutely no idea what is going on in class. I hate feeling so stupid but I do. I can’t be stupid. I happen to have Superior IQ, so what is the problem???AARGH